ingoonwetrust

1. Last beverage = Coffee.
2. Last phone call = Work.

3. Last text message = Boyfriend.
4. Last song you listened to = Telephone Line - ELO 
5. Last time you cried = During the Narnia preview at the movies seeing Harry Potter.
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = Yes.
7. Been cheated on = I’m not at liberty to say.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Most.
9. Lost someone special = Unfortunately.
10. Been depressed = Quite often.
11. Been drunk and threw up = A lot.
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White. 
13. Grey.
14. Blue.
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = No.
16. Fallen out of love = No.
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you = Yes. 
19. Found out who your true friends were = No, still don’t know. 
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Probably.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend’s list = Yes.
23. How many kids do you want to have = More than one. But at least one.
24. Do you have any pets = At my parents house.
25. Do you want to change your name = Yes, but I won’t.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Went to a really shit party.
27. What time did you wake up today = 8:30am.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Watching Family Guy.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Moving in with boyfriend, school to start, not having to work and Christmas to be over.
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Few hours ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Location // Occupation?
32. What are you listening to right now = Silence.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Yes he sold me drugs.
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = Boyfriend and work. But mainly myself.
35. Most visited web page = Youtube.
36. Whats your real name =James Leslie Beames.
37. Nicknames = Bee, Jim, Beamesy, Jim Beam, Beames, babe.
38. Relationship Status = Taken.
39. Zodiac sign = Cancer.
40. Male or female? = Both and neither.
41. Elementary? = Timboon P-12
42. High School = Timboon P-12
44. Hair colour = Blonde.
45. Long or short = Both.
46. Height = 172cm. 
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = In love.
48: What do you like about yourself? = Everything and nothing.
49. Piercings = Left ear x5.
50. Tattoos = Boyfriend said he might be getting me one for xmas. Maybe.
51. Righty or lefty = Ambidexterist.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = Cracked head open, stitches.
53. First piercing = Left ear lobe, with a rusty nail.
54. First best friend = Nick English.
55. First sport you joined = Ashamed to say football.
56. First vacation = Queenscliff.
58. First pair of trainers = I blocked it out.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = My skin.
60. Drinking = Nothing.
61. I’m about to = Sleep. 
62. Listening to = Nothing.
63. Waiting for = Life to begin. 
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?= Yes.
65. Get Married?= Not with the current legal system.
66. Career? = Anything in some form of art media.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses? = Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller? = Taller.
70. Older or Younger? = Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? = Nice arms. 
73. Sensitive or loud ? = Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship? = Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? = Trouble maker.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger?= Yes.
77. Drank hard liquor? = Yes.
78. Lost glasses/contacts? = Yes.
79. Sex on first date? = Sex without a date. 
80. Broken someone’s heart? = Yes.
81. Had your own heart broken? = Yes.
82. Been arrested? = No.
83. Turned someone down? = Yes.
84. Cried when someone died? = Yes. 
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself? = No.
87. Miracles? = No.
88. Love at first sight? = No. 
89. Heaven? = No.
90. Santa Claus?= No.
91. Kiss on the first date?= Sex.
92. Angels? = No.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? = No.
95. Did you sing today? = Yes.
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Yes. 
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = Just before my first words.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = I’m not sure. But one at the stat of the year. When I still had my best friend.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = I am in love.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? Apparently.

SO FUCKING FUSTRATED!!

R E L A T I O N S H I P S:

Are you straight/bisexual/gay?:
Society would probably label me as gay.

Who are your best friends?:
Callum Skene is my best friend in the whole world.

You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
I have a boyfriend and he is also my best friend. I love him so, so, so much.

F A S H I O N | S T U F F:

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes:
Op-Shops/Anywhere/Online.

Any tattoos or piercings:
I have 5 piercings. 

What is your most comfortable outfit?
Skinny jeans and a t-shirt.

What do you usually wear?
My boots, skinny jeans and what ever else I can find.

S P E C I F I C S:

Do you do drugs?
Yep.

What are you most scared of?
Loss.

What are you listening to right now:
Edith Piaf

Who is the last person that you called?
Boyfriend.

Who is the last person that called you?
Work.

Where do you want to get married?
Wherever the person I’m marrying is.

What would you change about yourself?
I’d probably trade my pathetic human body for a superhuman body. One with super powers.

F A V O R I T E S:

Color:
I love all the colours and tones and shades.

Food:
Sushi is pretty awesome, also good vegetarian lasagna.

Movie:
2:37

Animal:
Owls and ferrets.

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R:

Given anyone a bath?:
Yes.

Smoked?:
Yes.

Bungee jumped?:
No.

Made yourself throw up?
Yes.

Skinny dipped?:
No.

Ever been in love?:
I am.

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?:
No.

Cried when someone died?:
Yes.

Lied:
Yes.

Fallen for your best friend?:
Yes.

Rejected someone?
Yes.

Used someone?:
Yes.

Done something you regret?
Yes.

C U R R E N T:

Clothes:
I’m naked.

Music:
Edith Piaf

Annoyance:
Needing effort and being so effortless.

CD in player:
Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys - MCR.

DVD in player:
Six Feet Under, season 2, disc 4.
 

L A S T | P E R S O N:

You left a message for:
Callum.

You texted:
Callum.

You cuddled with:
Callum.

You kissed:
Callum.

Day 01 - Photo of you along with ten facts

1. I’ve been a vegetarian for nearly 2 years. Eaten no meat what so ever for over one full year.
2. I started an ARTS degree were I studied Visual Art, Journalism, History, Psychology, Sociology, Literature. I passed Journalism and Art. A few weeks into the second semester I dropped out.
3. I’m gay and have a boyfriend. We have been together for over 4 months. His tumblr is: seafooddisco.tumblr.com
4. I have worked at a supermarket since I was 15. I’ll be 20 in July.
5. I’m a wanna be artist. Whose lack of self esteem and motivation keeps me back in life.
6. I’ve been depressed a lot in my life time.
7. I love writing and reading.
8. I’m obsessed with symmetry and am probably OCD.
9. I do not believe in God or have any religious beliefs.
10. I’m extremely sarcastic and a big fan of nonconformity. 

Day 02 - How you got your tumblr name

I got “something less gothic and more crystal” from an interview with Florence Welch, lead singer and front woman of Florence and the Machine. The interview was in an article from Jmag. Which I think is now called, “Tripe J Mag” 

Day 03 - Hometown location and facts

I’m from Timboon, a small country town in Victoria, Australia. When I did uni, I moved to Warrnambool. And am now hoping to move to Melbourne with my boyfriend.

Day 04 - Ten Places you want to visit

I don’t really know. All of Europe and also Asia would be amazing. But I’d also love to go to Africa and America. I’m pretty sure If I wrote out countries I’d get a lot more than 10.

Day 05 - Favorite memory from childhood

I don;t have any. 

Day 06 - Five favorite songs

(From the top of my head, in no order.)

Sing - Dresden Dolls.
Circus Freak Love Triangle - Hierosonic ft. Amanda Palmer. 
Real Men - Joe Jackson.
Poison In Our Pockets - Whitley
Sing - My Chemical Romance. 

Day 07 - Best job you ever had

Volunteer work at St Marry’s House Of Welcome. Were I prepared meals for the homeless and between meals played games and talked to them.

Day 08 - Worst job you…

The one I currently have. Ritchies IGA! 

My views on religion/god/spirituality are extremely difficult for me to verbalise and especially hard for me to do so when I’m argueing with someone. Emotion clouds my judgement. Basically I’m an atheist. But I’m not completley blunt in that regards. I do beleive there is a possibility of supernatural activity and such. Religion I think is possibly the worst invention by man ever created. It segregates, causes war and is completley false faith established. I do not believe in any form of god or divine power. I believe we as a race are that divine power. Though not as humans but as a planet as a world. Everything on it is god. But not god, we are just what we are and exist because of evolution when we die our bodies are recycled into the earth and as for our souls well I don’t believe in heaven or hell or reincarnation. But I do think that theres something else. Perhaps some form of other plane or existance. I’m not sure. But I am sure that I am open minded about all this. I don’t care what religion someone is, it doesn’t bother me. That’s your choice. But I do think that your wrong. I’ll listen to your side with all ears but you won’t change my opinion. I know that’s a little contradictory. But there are few things that I honestly think I am right about and this is one of them. I think the worl dwould be a better place if scientists and atheists were incharge. It’s not that I think god is bad I just think he was a creation of someones imagination and in the impressionable time were sience was that of lacking it was easy for people to believe. But now with modern day science and living in a modern day society it seems ridiculous to me for someone to believe in something so stupid and I don’t know I just think it’s a lot of brainwashing involved. I’m rambling and not making much sense and probably sounding shallow as fuck. Apologies non-existing followers. Thanks.

“In Goon We Trust” is written on some “slap the goon” poster I have in my room of the “Virgin Mary” holding a goon sac.

Also my main Tumblr, gothicrystal.tumblr.com ‘s meaning is something I got from a an article on Florence and the machine, in which Florence Welch states that her next album will be more crystal and less gothic. And I fell in love with the concept.

^^That’s me^^

1. I’m a vegetaian.
2. I dropped out of an ARTS degree at uni.
3. I smoke, amoung other things.
4. I shop at thrift shops & second hand stores.
5. My two favourite things are patterns and lies.
6. I desperatly need a new job and place to live.
7. My favourite animal is the owl.
8. I’m in love for the first time & I hope it lasts forever.
9. I wish I didn’t have to sleep. It wastes so much time.
10. I don’t care if something’s a fad or a social suicide attempt, I like things because I like them. Not because society tells me to or not to like something.
11. I one day wish to be a proffesional artist or writer.
12. I believe in equality and am extremely open minded.
13. I’ve worn a dress before.
14. I have a stigmatism.
15. I’m extremly awkward in large social groups.